Fashionista

Iam a Fashionista

I start to take fashion courses in Fashion School after I decided what I want to do in my life after working. So I get back to study that I miss and need to pursue to enter the fashion Industry and get a career.

So long time I decided to plan it and it was my dream to experience to learn in fashion school and I need to pursue the fashion Stylist first. I need to know how to become fashionista and knows how to dress to be style like celebrities have fashion taste. Because I didnt know how to become a fashion girl to get lady dress and very fashionable because everyone said I’m not good to wear and baduy. So I try to make something new to me and my bf help me to improve my personality and become fashionable. He want me to impress to every one. He want me to change my look, my outfit and no one people bully me because not good in outfit.

Step to learn the fashion Style

So I take fashion Styling that make me develop in fashion wear like fashionable. When I’m start to Studying in Fashion Stylist I’m happy to know about my subject to take this course. I enjoy to learning more and meet my classmate new people.New school and new Life.

I learn how to wear good and very fashionable so I start to become a lady fashionista when I come from baduy girl. When I’m going to school I’m wear fashionable and my classmate see it and cant figure that I’m new and said look stunning in the classroom wearing fashionable outfit.

I love fashion the way being new me

Not only for the school and also every time I’m going out I’m wearing good and very fashionable. That’s why everyone look at me and said fashion Girl the one Said pretty lady, the other said I like her outfit , the one I like her style

When I hear it. I Smile and happy to see me who am I and I Said Iam A Fashionista. LOOK FASHIONABLE IN EVERY WAY. That is me now and I will stay it forever. I love fashion and I love the way I look to become look famous.

You are inspiration

Getting Relationship

I hate you to love you the way I accept you

When I start to hate him and I didnt Realize I’m getting relationship to him after to fall each other and to know him deeply but deep inside even he is the kind of man that I hate he had a good personality not being a generous man but also he is responsible man that make me to fall. I didnt imagine that man I hate he was my boyfriend at the End.

I start to meet him when I was 24 and getting to know each other when I’m starting 25 even it’s hard for me because I didnt accept his situation have many obligations for his family and his work . But he can find the time for me to meet and to talk in everyday every time when he need it. Untill the way he do is not accepted for me because my country and his country is different the liberated and the conservative person is not equal but need to prioritize to support each other what’s our needs without limitations.

But he wants to change me the way he wants and need to pls him about the relationship to him. My life and the way I do is change when I meet him.I realize he is a materialistic man and possessive person not nice to other people unless they treat him good and respect but from the beginning I never respect him I start to playing a game like he do to other girls. But at the End my plan is fail. I fall at the wrong time and the wrong man.

I start to give my body to him my soul,my heart even my virginity for the wrong man and the person I hate not the person I love and the man I wait but has gone. I was cry that time become the man I hate is the one to take me without expecting anything. But he was my boyfriend already that time I gave but I didnt have feelings for him when I start relationship only I do is to hate him.

He so lucky because he get me the way he do and now finally he think I’m on the list of girl he take the virginity after melanie. The other girl is only to for fun that’s why I hate him because he never contented for what he have. I hate him because the way he do to use other woman,hurt them,throw them,and also past time to pay. I get something news to him to other girls know him and said one day He getting Karma For what He Did to other Womans Hurts and Use. To Pay Back Him soon. The other Girl said Soon He Will get lost and Experience the Life hard and Not Happy on His situation he choose at the End of his Life.

You need to Remember where and when u start
Need to know the Law of Karma

I meet the Person I hate

I simply to hate you when I see you always

I start to work and I see my co workers comes to the next door when oldman come inside with his another freind. They seat at the corner and surround many girls and I see how he is flirting and kissing other woman. That make me ewwww I dont like the old guy he is oldman and still playing girls that make me annoy when I’m watching him. I feel not good every time I see him in my work. I do only to ignore and focus to my work.

I have only I like the person I meet last night he is a young single and handsome. He’s a cool and gentleman for me that’s man I want to be my boyfriend even I never had bf and I said to myself I’m ready to get relationship because I’m 24 why i dont have a bf even they said it’s to late to get relationship at 20s never been touch, never been Kiss and never relationship that’s totally I’m Single never to mingle. That’s why I wait the man of my dream

Everytime I work I always wait and look at him the cool guy but I never see him after I ignore his kiss and not to talk him. I feel guilty when I hurt the cool guy like me and I want to see him but cant see his face ever. I was sad when the man i like to see is not happen always i meet and i see the hate man surround my area when I was working.

I was not feel good I do only to hide in my dressing room when I know he’s coming and he’s here the old man I hate. I have nothing to do during break time is to eat and talk my friends at the dressing room. When my boss told me the old man is already gone. I’m going down and start to get back work because I dont like to see him that make me feel kadiri when I see him kissing girls so rude for me. He is liberated and Shameless for me.

I cant keep Calm when I see you and to said Fuck off

When my lounge is getting close and need to open the new lounge and transfer the places. So everyone no work waiting when they start when lounge is open. So I’m going back Laguna that time for vacation after years to work and wait another work in makati.

When I’m back to work in a new resto I see and meet the man I hate again. So Why Like happen is this they said destiny but I dont believe the destiny and he is not the man I dream and he is not my destiny. I was feeling annoying when I see him but I didnt Realize that man I hate is going to fall to me and getting to know each other. That’s I dont like but u cant hold the situation to see each other.

I lost my respect to you when I meet you again because you are so rude to me everytime flirting other girls

Meet Freinds in Manila

When I was working in Manila I didnt Realize that I meeting the high society people they are famous and known in a business class. They start to get a good conversation untill getting to know each other and start a freinds with them.

They start to meet them and bonding with my friends. They gave me a gift and memories that I will never forget especially I experience the luxury life to go eating at the expensive and high class restaurant. To go in 5star hotel and experience the nice spa and pampering yourself. To go at the mall for shopping and buying expensive bags,sandals,shoes,fashion outfit etc. That I will never experience in my life without them I dont have it.

I have friends famous he is a superstar and Hollywood actor and entrepreneur Ronald is one my close freinds I meet with Roger his Assistant and friends too. He gave me a chance to experience the wonderful life when he was in manila. He tell me how he likes me but he is a womanizer that I dont like. I didnt Realize that time he tell me about his feelings to me but he knows I never to experience love and I never get boyfriend because I’m not yet ready to start relationship. So he understand me why I didnt accept his love for me only I accept as a freind.

The next I meet is Bryan the poker superstar in LasVegas. I thought he was a gay but he admit that’s he wants to be my bestfriend because he was first time in Manila and no friends. He start to contact me for guide and tour in Manila so I help him to explore to bring him in pasay SM Moa and at night going to Okada Manila for Casino etc.

So I have many freinds writer,model,businessman,director,doctor,senator, lawyer,fashion designer, stylist,producer,reporter,actor,singer,etc to show me how to become real friends and how to be supportive each other. Because when I was in my province in Laguna I dont have freinds even at school they bully me. Im scare to get close them because they hurt me and That’s why I’m living without friends. When I come in Manila I experience the life to get a freinds and supportive each other.

That’s why My life has Change and become Freindly after I meet the new friends not only for work and also for your community.

I’m happy to get a new Freinds in Manila.